WONDERLAND: MEMOIR OF A BLACK MARKET ADOPTION

$24.95

Handed over along a Texas hospital curb in 1970—no judge, no paperwork, no questions asked—Patricia grew up celebrating a made-up birthday, haunted by nightmares of "The Dark Man." Her parents, blackmailed by the attorney they hired to skirt the adoption system, faced an impossible choice: go to the police or pay up. They paid $30,000 to keep their paperless baby.

Navigating her mother's violent alcoholism and caring for her disabled and depressed 600-pound father, Patricia spent her childhood trying to save her saviors—unaware of the lifelong threat that haunted them: at any moment, someone could come back for the baby.

At eighteen, pregnant and standing in her birth mother's shoes, Patricia discovers a shattering secret that launches a lifetime search for answers. But it takes decades—and her adoptive mother's death—before Patricia realizes the secret-keepers won't live forever. Guided by her mother's ghost, she races to uncover the truth.

A tumble down the rabbit hole of America's baby trade, part detective story, part searing family portrait, Wonderland exposes what happens when adoption's house of cards finally falls—when falsified documents and dark family secrets can no longer sustain one woman's relentless search for truth.

A haunting reckoning with Baby Scoop Era exploitation that asks the urgent question: are we ready for Baby Scoop 2.0?

The story of one bartered baby who refused to be erased.

Handed over along a Texas hospital curb in 1970—no judge, no paperwork, no questions asked—Patricia grew up celebrating a made-up birthday, haunted by nightmares of "The Dark Man." Her parents, blackmailed by the attorney they hired to skirt the adoption system, faced an impossible choice: go to the police or pay up. They paid $30,000 to keep their paperless baby.

Navigating her mother's violent alcoholism and caring for her disabled and depressed 600-pound father, Patricia spent her childhood trying to save her saviors—unaware of the lifelong threat that haunted them: at any moment, someone could come back for the baby.

At eighteen, pregnant and standing in her birth mother's shoes, Patricia discovers a shattering secret that launches a lifetime search for answers. But it takes decades—and her adoptive mother's death—before Patricia realizes the secret-keepers won't live forever. Guided by her mother's ghost, she races to uncover the truth.

A tumble down the rabbit hole of America's baby trade, part detective story, part searing family portrait, Wonderland exposes what happens when adoption's house of cards finally falls—when falsified documents and dark family secrets can no longer sustain one woman's relentless search for truth.

A haunting reckoning with Baby Scoop Era exploitation that asks the urgent question: are we ready for Baby Scoop 2.0?

The story of one bartered baby who refused to be erased.